lunch

posting ini aku bikin waktu lagi duduk makan siang bareng kamunya aku.
di kotaku, Jogjakarta.
cukup. itu saja.

aku membuat kalian irikah? :)

again and again

other place to go
to make some noise in my mind
to make anything can be done
to make my mind out of you

but those are such useless things

still and always
thinking of you again and again

still,
i drop my tears everytime i leave this town
in the train where i have to sit alone

it's hard to find my self smiling
when i have to start all over again and again
every end of weekend

i know you got what i wrote here, Capt.
good luck :)

before i leave this town

let me see you
let us meet
just for a moment, just one more time

before i leave this town
before tomorrow comes

let me hug you
let me give you a "see you next holiday" word

before i cry of missing you
before my train picks me up

still,
i love you :)

something

when you got something you don't wanna have
when you saw something you don't wanna see
when you tried to forget the thing you always remember
when you pretended this fuckin' shit's never been happened


that's what's people do when a thing they hate happened to something that they love the most

I miss you

i don't know what to write
i just feel i wanna write when i miss you too deep till i cry
because i know someday you'll read all of my posts in this site

so i just wanna tell you,
now, i miss you too deep till i cry

i miss everything that we used to do together
i miss the moment when you made me cry like a kid
than you hug me like i was a teddy bear
i miss the moment when you laughed at me because i was ugly when i cry
then i could laugh because i heard your laugh

i miss every moment when i was with you without any fucking distance
i miss EVERYTHING about you,
even if you were standing in front of me right now.

i just miss you
once again, i'm telling you by this post
i miss you. so much.

Will's Love Letter [Waiting For Forever]

Dear Emma,

Those two words, ‘Dear Emma’ take me away to way another time when we use to write to each other after mom and dad died. I used to tell you about my new friends and my new life. And you used to tell me about the grand time my mom and dad were having in heaven.

Truth is nothing. What you believe to be true is everything. And the main thing that I used to believe was that I would be with you forever. Forever.
The reason it is taking me so long to write you is that I have seen that I have been a fool. I have spent my life fooling myself.

Every letter I’ve ever written to you has been a love letter. How could they have been anything else? I can see now that all of them, except this one, were bad love letters. Bad love letters beg for love back. Good love letters ask for nothing. 

This, I’m pleased to announce, is my first good love letter to you. Because there is nothing more for you to do. You already done everything. I have enough of you in my head for last forever. So please don’t ever worry about me. I’m peachy. I really am. I have everything.


If I had one wish, it would be that your life brings you a taste of happiness that you have brought to me. That you could feel what it’s like to love.


Your friend forever,
Will

The Daylight Project

ini gue cuma mau share video yg judulnya "The Daylight Project"
bukan cuma lagu Daylight-nya Maroon 5 aja yg enak, tapi di video ini isinya bagus banget
gue gatau harus deskripsiin video ini kayak gimana,
nonton aja nih

dan buat cewe yg bawa tulisan "I'm muslim, and I proud" makasih ya karna udah memperjuangin Islam di video ini :)