heartless

i don't feel these sense of humor
life,
sometime it's going that funny
sometime it's just that boring.
love,
sometime it's goin that sweet
sometime it's just that bite.
is my taste that awful?
no laugh on that humor
or even no tears on that pain
you said I'm a heartless?
shit. who cares?
the only thing I wanna care about,
is  the only one who doesn't wanna be care of.
have no idea.
and that's why I smile
today.