Dear Yoe

 Dear Yoe

it takes really a long time to make a deal with this situation. you left us. i mean, you went "home" just too early.

i know i know, that's the thing we cannot control. no one can. but yeah, it made my day became so hard. like really hard. i lost one of my sane people to help me think about this cruel world, about my crowded love story.

you are one of the best people i've ever met. you said so many things i denied, you said the truth i didnt wanna hear, you're mad at me because i made mistakes, you really did great things as a brother to me.

Dear Yoe

you were the first people i looked for on my graduation. you were always be the first people who said "happy birthday" to me (even tho i hated it. lol),  and too, you were the first person who always looked after me.

still, i am looing for a dream about you in my sleep. wishing to god to let me meet you in a dream, i am still looking for you.

Dear Yoe

i write this because i need to have a closure about you. even tho i know i wont stop feeling happy if i met you in a dream again, i wont stop missing you, and i love you still as a brother, not a lover lol (i know so many ppl think bout that).

today, i realized, i gotta let my self healing, and accept the fact. it's ok. i wont stop drinking coffee just because it reminds me of you sometimes. lol.

Dear Yoe

thank you for your presence in my life, thank you for being you.