the age of "too late"

in the late of twenties you will understand,
that the world doesn't spin only around you,
and reality just hit you harder than your father did last year.

you can hide under you blanket in the night,
because you try to cover yourself from coldness and your desperate feeling.
but at the time the sun goes up, you will regret.
because it's just too late to understand how this life can be so mean to you.
and now you hate yourself for not doing any better when you were younger,
start blaming yourself for wasting every hours that you need right now.

a piece of your mind keep telling you,
your father was right, but it's just heavy to admit
and he's already gone.