firefly :')

"..I've been waiting a long time for this moment to come.."

yeah sepenggal liriknya greenday "waiting" cukup buat ngegambarinnya.

waw. itu sangat cepet.
dia datang gitu aja di hidup gue yang lg down, ngasih gue something new..

pelan pelan banget jalannya dia, tapi waktu buat dia dateng ke hidup gue itulah yang cepat.

and it makes me feel so much better.

daan banyak perubahan dalam hidup gue. jd gasalah dong kalo endingnya gue sayang sama dia?
slowly, i can feel happiness, i can smile again, i can breath well..

haaaa, sekarang dialah pacar gue, dan gue sering bgt manggil dia Firefly.

of course, there's meaning behind it :)

but i won't tell you :D because i don't want. haha

anyway, just enjoy it.
i made it when i was fallin' in love to him.
hmm.. just call him jerremy :)

-tanya-

kau ada kala aku tertunduk terisak

kau disana, membiarkanku menangis dibahumu

dan meredamku dengan rengkuhan tanganmu

kau siapa?

kenapa kau peduli pada curahan mataku?

kenapa kau peduli pada seberkas lukaku?

kau siapa?

mengapa hadirmu menegarkan segenap jiwaku?

mengapa kepedulianmu menyentuh kalbuku?

mengapa kau hadir dalam hariku?

kau..

bagaimana mungkin..

bagaimana bisa aku jatuh hati padamu?

well, that's all.

I'll post the next poet on my next post :)

and see ya!

about that day :')

wow..
lo pernah gak ditingal orang menninggal?
temen mungkin?
sahabat?
orangtua?
sodara?
pacar?

haa, barusan ini gue ditinggal pacar gue, si Teddy ituu..
tragis sih ceritanya.
gue boncengan naik motor sama dia brangkat sekolah
and it happened so fast..

sedih..
ya emang..
tapi bukan itu yang mau gue post disini.
cerita vesri aslinya gue yang tau dan gue gapingin berbagi sama lo lo pada disini.
ada 1 puisi tentang itu nih :)
nikmatin ya tanpa harus ikutan bersedih.
:')

.sorry.
i wanna hear your voice
i wanna see your smile
i wanna hug you
just one more time..

give me a chance
please give me a chance to meet you
just one more time

oh god please help me
he is my boy

let me,
let me reach you
let me meet you and i can't hold my tears any longer
i just want to say sorry to you..

waw..
itulah sekilasnya.

well it doesn't matter :))
i've already moved on from my sadness :))

that's all
and see ya!